yeah! I'm glad you get it. I thought I was the only one.

I don't care about my bandmates and I don't think they care about me. there's even a member who's the spitting image of me already, just in case it wasn't already clear we were all a bunch of interchangeable haircuts. and I like plastic pop, but just looking at him freaks me out.

don't feel bad. he's still getting paid for ideas I came up with and taking all the credit. his nose can fall off for all I care.

as a kid I used to pick fights with people and then write songs about how much I hated them, so it was kind of nostalgic.

[There's a link to a Youtube playlist here, of a fan who's uploaded the tracks to a whole album by Cloud, the one he did immediately after leaving S★O★L★D★I★E★R several years ago. The whole thing is peppy guitar-led bedroom pop, with witty and sardonic lyrics about how Cloud is going to forgive him and let him do what he likes because he doesn't care any more, really, even though he wrote a whole album about it.]

paranoid thought: if it's a reality show, who's watching?